I scream in this darkness,
but nothing can be heard.
Not a sound,
not a word.
Not the drips of my pain.
I've been driven insane.
By the Silence.
I'm swallowed by this darkness
And there is no return.
This... is something you must learn.
Do not. (Do not)
Ever. (Ever)
Travel my path.
It will lead into a harsh rath.
Smothering your life.
Your dreams.
Your strife.
Down to your cold, dark membrane.
You will be driven insane.
By your life, rearranged.
The sufferring.
The aching.
In a tiny enclosed space.
Were daydreaming thoughts are replaced,
by nightmares,
and scares.
By fear, that you hold so dear.
Because it is the on
You said you would never leave by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
You said you would never leave
You said you would never leave me...
You said that... together... we'd always be.
So? was that all a lie?
Did you really want to just make me cry?
To want to die?
To wake up in the morning and realize...
your not there.
I'm getting over you.... but...
I don't want to.
Why does this have to be so fucking hard?
I can't climb over this bar.
Why did you leave me?
It wasn't my fault.
They got in the middle.
They did it! not me!
I wish I didn't want you back.
I sound desprete.
I'm just depressed...
Fuck...
I just... have problems.
With life,
Emotions
letting go.
I can't deal, but I don't want a repeat.
Yet... was it really n
Should I just dissapear? by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
Should I just dissapear?
The wripples on my skin,
The goose bumps on my arms,
The rage in my soul.
This is how you make me feel.
My excitement to see you,
is over whelming.
I'm really not trying to attract attenion.
But it's hard to stay away.
I stray from my sanctuary,
to enter your hellish home.
But I can't leave you alone.
I want to be with you,
even tho all advisors, watchers, and believers.
Point me away.
When ever I'm with you, it's black or white.
Rage or rapture.
Love or hate.
You make me feel that way.
I can't help it, you have control over me.
I think of getting rid of you and then...
my mind slips, and I'm back in that black or white sp
How an angel gets its wings... by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
How an angel gets its wings...
Warm wind flows underneath them,
lifting their light bodies up like weightless feathers.
So majestic...
So beautiful...
so... angelic.
But do you know how an angel gets its wings?
Could it be the cranking of metal?
Locking the feathers in their back.
Humans with a need for fantasy
just running away from reality
But now...
There's no looking back.
Could it be?
That angels are just humans?
like, you and me?
Could it be a gift?
A present that is only born with?
Or a curse...
Sending them to horrible death...
Sending them spiraling to hatred
Sending them falling into love and affection.
They care for us either way and,
they
Sweat drips off my forehead
I wish this was a dream,
and I would wake up screaming in bed.
But this... is all too real.
Bang.
My eyes widen.
Crash.
My body hits the floor.
Drip.
The blood escapes from my chest.
Gasp.
This is my last breath.
Was this really needed?
How did this all happen?
Was your anger just barried?
Waiting to pounce?
Or was this just for fun?
Death you wanted to pronounce.
My last tear,
slides off my cheek.
Goodbye... my love
I wish you would listen to me, I whimpered through a wave of frustrated, sorrowful tears. She snickered at my failed attempt to hold back my sobs.
You dont listen to me Elizabeth Anne, She retaliated, why should I listen to you? I covered my reddened face, hoping it would hide my sensitive soul.
I hate you I whispered, a bolt of anger hit my vocal chords and I screamed, I hate you! I ran off, across the wood floor and flew into my dark room. I closed the door before the disgusting monster could run through it. I leaned against it, trying to lock the entrance into my san
Slowly but surely, I got stuck in a bad situation
My feelings grew as a reaction.
Ever since I smiled at her
Ever since I laughed with him
My comprehention has starting to dim
What's going on?
How did I get in this mess?
It doesn't mean I love you less
does it?
It was just an innocent kiss.
acutally a couple of innocent kisses...
maybe they weren't so innocent.
But they were very recent
and time continues to be spent,
with me thinking about it.
over and over again.
What's going on?
How did I get in this mess?
It doesn't mean I love you less
does it?
My heart aches for you
A tourniquet of feelings in my chest
They just won't rest
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
I can't think
without you on my mind
My mind is in a spin
And it's all for him
I can't think straight
and people say this is what love is like...
I'm just scared... what if it's too late?
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
I can't think
without you on my mind
This exotic feeling,
This sensual touch.
the rush of our bodies,
I'm dealing with so much.
His lips are so warm,
he's so manly and tough.
He has me backed against a wall.
The carpet under my feet, is feeling so rough.
I feel like I'm going to fall,
but he has me around the waist,
locked in a tight embrace.
This exotic feeling,
This sensual touch.
the rush of our bodies,
I'm dealing with so much.
Never before have I delt with such feelings,
never before have I been with him.
I can feel his heart flutter
and the lights start to dim.
and my heart melts like butter.
and his sent lingers on my skin.
This exotic feeling,
This
I watch them sadly,
Waiting for an opening to jump in
They were together before,
Then one of them left and I was allowed onto their holy ground.
Then she came back, everything changed,
And I . was pushed out.
Like the runt of the litter, squeezing into the piles of siblings to receive a mothers attention, but too weak to have my cries heard.
I miss my friends.
I try to talk,
I try to smile,
I just want to be apart of them.
Of their laughter,
Their gift of friendship, so abundant it seems like it will never end.
So full, you hope that it floods onto you.
But . Thats not the case.
They make me fe
I watch them sadly,
Waiting for an opening to jump in
They were together before,
Then one of them left and I was allowed onto their holy ground.
Then she came back, everything changed,
And I . was pushed out.
Like the runt of the litter, squeezing into the piles of siblings to receive a mothers attention, but too weak to have my cries heard.
I miss my friends.
I try to talk,
I try to smile,
I just want to be apart of them.
Of their laughter,
Their gift of friendship, so abundant it seems like it will never end.
So full, you hope that it floods onto you.
But . Thats not the case.
They make me fe
This exotic feeling,
This sensual touch.
the rush of our bodies,
I'm dealing with so much.
His lips are so warm,
he's so manly and tough.
He has me backed against a wall.
The carpet under my feet, is feeling so rough.
I feel like I'm going to fall,
but he has me around the waist,
locked in a tight embrace.
This exotic feeling,
This sensual touch.
the rush of our bodies,
I'm dealing with so much.
Never before have I delt with such feelings,
never before have I been with him.
I can feel his heart flutter
and the lights start to dim.
and my heart melts like butter.
and his sent lingers on my skin.
This exotic feeling,
This
My heart aches for you
A tourniquet of feelings in my chest
They just won't rest
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
I can't think
without you on my mind
My mind is in a spin
And it's all for him
I can't think straight
and people say this is what love is like...
I'm just scared... what if it's too late?
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
I can't think
without you on my mind
Slowly but surely, I got stuck in a bad situation
My feelings grew as a reaction.
Ever since I smiled at her
Ever since I laughed with him
My comprehention has starting to dim
What's going on?
How did I get in this mess?
It doesn't mean I love you less
does it?
It was just an innocent kiss.
acutally a couple of innocent kisses...
maybe they weren't so innocent.
But they were very recent
and time continues to be spent,
with me thinking about it.
over and over again.
What's going on?
How did I get in this mess?
It doesn't mean I love you less
does it?
I wish you would listen to me, I whimpered through a wave of frustrated, sorrowful tears. She snickered at my failed attempt to hold back my sobs.
You dont listen to me Elizabeth Anne, She retaliated, why should I listen to you? I covered my reddened face, hoping it would hide my sensitive soul.
I hate you I whispered, a bolt of anger hit my vocal chords and I screamed, I hate you! I ran off, across the wood floor and flew into my dark room. I closed the door before the disgusting monster could run through it. I leaned against it, trying to lock the entrance into my san
Sweat drips off my forehead
I wish this was a dream,
and I would wake up screaming in bed.
But this... is all too real.
Bang.
My eyes widen.
Crash.
My body hits the floor.
Drip.
The blood escapes from my chest.
Gasp.
This is my last breath.
Was this really needed?
How did this all happen?
Was your anger just barried?
Waiting to pounce?
Or was this just for fun?
Death you wanted to pronounce.
My last tear,
slides off my cheek.
Goodbye... my love
How an angel gets its wings... by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
How an angel gets its wings...
Warm wind flows underneath them,
lifting their light bodies up like weightless feathers.
So majestic...
So beautiful...
so... angelic.
But do you know how an angel gets its wings?
Could it be the cranking of metal?
Locking the feathers in their back.
Humans with a need for fantasy
just running away from reality
But now...
There's no looking back.
Could it be?
That angels are just humans?
like, you and me?
Could it be a gift?
A present that is only born with?
Or a curse...
Sending them to horrible death...
Sending them spiraling to hatred
Sending them falling into love and affection.
They care for us either way and,
they
Should I just dissapear? by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
Should I just dissapear?
The wripples on my skin,
The goose bumps on my arms,
The rage in my soul.
This is how you make me feel.
My excitement to see you,
is over whelming.
I'm really not trying to attract attenion.
But it's hard to stay away.
I stray from my sanctuary,
to enter your hellish home.
But I can't leave you alone.
I want to be with you,
even tho all advisors, watchers, and believers.
Point me away.
When ever I'm with you, it's black or white.
Rage or rapture.
Love or hate.
You make me feel that way.
I can't help it, you have control over me.
I think of getting rid of you and then...
my mind slips, and I'm back in that black or white sp
You said you would never leave by Gaaramyidol, literature
Literature
You said you would never leave
You said you would never leave me...
You said that... together... we'd always be.
So? was that all a lie?
Did you really want to just make me cry?
To want to die?
To wake up in the morning and realize...
your not there.
I'm getting over you.... but...
I don't want to.
Why does this have to be so fucking hard?
I can't climb over this bar.
Why did you leave me?
It wasn't my fault.
They got in the middle.
They did it! not me!
I wish I didn't want you back.
I sound desprete.
I'm just depressed...
Fuck...
I just... have problems.
With life,
Emotions
letting go.
I can't deal, but I don't want a repeat.
Yet... was it really n
I scream in this darkness,
but nothing can be heard.
Not a sound,
not a word.
Not the drips of my pain.
I've been driven insane.
By the Silence.
I'm swallowed by this darkness
And there is no return.
This... is something you must learn.
Do not. (Do not)
Ever. (Ever)
Travel my path.
It will lead into a harsh rath.
Smothering your life.
Your dreams.
Your strife.
Down to your cold, dark membrane.
You will be driven insane.
By your life, rearranged.
The sufferring.
The aching.
In a tiny enclosed space.
Were daydreaming thoughts are replaced,
by nightmares,
and scares.
By fear, that you hold so dear.
Because it is the on